Well things have been going well. Not many people know but well I am now on medicines to help slow me down a bit and help me concentrate. But it is all due to Ultram that has me where i am. I'm not as angry as I was.. i am actually a bit better off than I was. I am more alert, happy and well ME!
i am no longer lost as i felt before.. now I am learning who I am again :) which is a good thing.