Fun and Great Day

Today has been a busy day! But an enjoyable one! Jasmine and me both had our early appointments, then off to lunch together. Then to marketing Avon. I did a couple of things wrong. Found that out at my sales meeting tonight. But that's ok. I will fix that!

We went to Lakeland, found a cute shop! A to die for top! If its there next payday and I earn 20 bucks from Bill I'm gonna go get it! It is so sexy! Well, I was going to go to Hahira but then I looked at the time and wanted to get one of my other customers before she closed her shop. Plus I had a date to take Jasmine to see the spiders at Snake Pit.

Well she held a Rose Hair Tarantula-no screaming, no panicking she did well. I even held her of my own accord. We looked around and even talked of starting an aquarium at least a small one.

We went to Shirley's and dropped off her order. Browsed, I found a mask that I want! Its awesome! Its like 5.99 might work a deal out between business women via business woman. *Hmmm* :)

Jasmine got called in so eh? I went to my meeting! I was gonna go but she was just gonna be my plus 1 lol!

Tried some of the products today! Found I LOVE AVON PRODUCTS! The eye make remover is awesome! Its a lotion and it removes all makeup!

Me and Athena had to wait for the rain to pass before we could go on our walk. So it was later than we  planned. :( But we went! She loved it! All the new smells after the rain falls.

So here is my thoughts on being a new rep:

Wow, starting out as a new representative is pretty scary. Placing that first order-makes you wonder wow can I really do this? Then you get your order in-separate...they say its like Christmas. Hmmm...maybe after all the presents have been ripped apart and strewn all over. :)

I'm still delivering orders. I've only got two or three left. One is a family member who is bribing me into lunch, but I don't mind :). We've not seen each other in quite a long time. So it will be a great visit.

Now onto my first sales meeting. I was anxious, nervous, unsure-I mean I do not know these women who I should share some what of a bond with. But we open arms and many smiles I was welcomed in. I even met my over all manager, Betty Shaw. She is really great. Well, I can not forget the Avon Guy we had!

It was fun. I learned a lot from this meeting! I mean wow-I've had ideas but some of the things that was shared, I had no clue on! I mean who knew?

But I enjoyed it. I am glad that I went. I almost chickened out and stayed home. But now I have more of an idea of what to do. Now I must clean up my dining room from "Christmas" and get down to making out a plan. I have this! I will do this. There is no, "I can't!" I CAN AND I WILL!


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Today

Rain rain! I loved it! I almost went out and played in it. I know big kid right? Well I didn't instead I slept in a bit longer than I should. I decided to go around and collect up on the payments for my Avon today. So far only one of my clients hasn't paid that I need to pay before Thursday. And she's going out of town. Grr. Hopefully she does what I asked her too. If not I may not place the order. Because I don't want to eat a 55.00 order! I have my own stuff to do!

Had fun over at Shirley's as usual! Its a riot over there! I have a slightly busy day tomorrow. Between putting in inventory which I was suppose to do today, but didn't. To making deposits ,which is one of the reasons I needed her to pay me today.  But I will call her and see if she is still going to need the order. I mean I have to have the money or I can't place the order! Once all my deposits are made then I will place the order. 

I've had a grouchy day. I kinda bummed it too. I think a hot shower in the morning will do me well. I have good news though on top of the grumpy news! I have an interview on Friday! @ 2! I hope I get hired. I really want the job. Its a secretarial position. SO say a few prayers for me! 

I've not much to report besides my suggies need to gain weight, especially Bucket. Poor baby has lost weight. He was 5 oz now hes almost 4 oz. They need to be 5 to 6 oz. So I'm gonna get them some treats tomorrow that will help with the weight. Maybe some different fruits. Some fresh fruits see how they like that. Maybe blueberries. they like blueberries. 

Also-the chiweenie has seriously gotten on her moma's nerves today! She doesn't want to pee outside. Because its wet. I took her on a small walk and still no bathroom!@_@

So in the kennel she went and well she's just gonna have to hold it until daddy comes home! I don't know what to do. Because she won't even use the puppy pads when I lay them down. *sighs*

But that is the gist of my day lol. So I leave you with this:

"First say to yourself what you would be, then do what you have to do."

                        -Epictetus,(55~135) Greek Stoic philosopher

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Off to go cook. Its been a lazy day here. I'm hoping some good news will come my way this week on a job. So keep me in your prayers. Again please keep my friend William in Your prayers also.

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Lord Settle this in my life

I sit and feel as though a darkness sits with me. I smile and I laugh yet none of it feel genuine. Where has...

My heart aches, I have loving people around me but all I want is to be alone. When I know I should be with them trying to heal. But what am I healing? Where am I healing? I was told perhaps I am going through this in my life to help others through it-so that I may understand where they come from.

How can I help someone when I am unsure if I am helping myself? I mother everyone, I take care of everyone-i am told I mustn't do this. I must take care of myself. I pray and ask what is it I must do? I feel lost-I know it will pass it always passes but will there be a day that I will not have these days? I know its a disorder but sometimes is sure does feel like I've got good and bad fighting inside of me! 

I've been strong and tried to push through all of the effects of my disorder, in hopes that I can control or manage it better. But here these past few days it has been such a task.

So much is on me: I need a job-yes I am selling Avon. But I need something also that pays regular hours. My A/C in my car is out and needs to be fixed, the motor in my driver's side door went out: so I cannot roll down my window.  We are so strapped right now that I am unsure of what to do.

I know there is no complete answer to everything-but I only hope and Pray God can help me with this battle within me so that I may continue to go about my days. I just want to be alone. I know this is not good-but I believe I am overwhelmed with Gary and Jasmine right now. They both want to do things with me, but I just can't and I don't know how to explain it. 

I worry for my friend Will, he did as I asked and went to his doctor. He is in Greenleaf getting the help that he needs right now in his life. So if anyone has any extra prayers they don't mind giving out, pray for him too. I believe William would like that. 

I know not such as happy post. But I follow my niece's post and they make me smile with all of their beautiful antics. I think I'm going to go sit outside and enjoy the cool night air before it gets too cool to sit in.

Good night everyone.