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A girl who doesn't mind being a nerd. I know things that most people my age would go HUH? why ya know that? and my answer is Boredom and the ability to read and research :) I love learning new things and meeting new people so if you don't mind books..I can be an open book on some subjects but others are rare finds so it takes time to get to those subjects.

Friday, January 1, 2010

new years

Sometimes i wonder where i stand in life...

then i realize how much i want a family but then how much i am not prepared...
my daddy wants me to have kids...he doesn't know how much i want kids. I have my step daughter which is a good thing. I love her.....as thou she was mine but she is not mine never the less...and i don't think i will ever have babies. i know i'm 29 and i have plenty of time. but what if....

i thought i was past it but apparently not....i want to - god i want to be someone different everyday...someone more laid back and someone who just ... i don't didn't take things so freaking seriously sometimes...

ah... i guess it doesn't matter though.. i just wanted to get things off my mind briefly.. i mean isn't that what this is for?

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